All day I've had this immense pain in my chest. Since Thursday truthfully. The kind of pain of heart ache. Fresh. Wounded. Hurt. It lasted up until tonight. And now 4am. I feel sad. Defeated again.
He's gone and I feel empty. Alone. Unloved. Unwanted.
I feel replaced.
Like there's someone else. I don't know if there is but that pain. Lodged in my chest. My throat.
I feel choked up.
Like I could cry and not stop.
Over a month and I feel used. Abandoned.
Rejected.
...I wish I could cry the pain away.

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