Ughhh

How the fuck am I supposed to even WANT you when all you do is direct your anger and hostility at me? For days you've been nothing but a complete asshole to me since I said lets not have sex anymore.
Or even before. You've been nasty. Short. Cold. And I'm not even reaching!!! I'm staying out of your way.
And all of a sudden you threaten my brother because of something you know he did? Grow the fuck up. All you did on the pc was play games and watch porn so why get so mad. You know why he locked it. He told you when and why. You Have a problem. You didn't say shit.
Now all of a sudden you get pissy.
I hate you for making me hate you like this. For making me angry. For making me cry. You've done enough.
You take everything as an assault and you play the victim. You're a cold lying asshole.
I hate you for ruining my heart when all it wanted ...all it was, was good to you. Loved you. Loves you.

I hate you for doing this. Every day that goes by you make this unbearable. You are nasty and mean and you think you aren't. Everything you do makes you coming back IMPOSSIBLE. Everything makes it harder to want you back. Because all you've done is cause pain, anguish, chaos. Grief.
You can't want to come back for something you burnt your bridges to ...not if you're ensuring you have NO WAY IN HELL of reaching it or knowing if it'll even be there anymore.
You've ruined me. And I hate you.

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