A week

.. All by myself. Great. I guess. I'm alone a lot to begin with. This should be no different.
Be strong...I wish I could but he depresses me so.
Be adventurous...he kills my desires for anything.

"let's go shower together. "
"...no"

"..have fun on your trip." and I was done. I want to cry but I expected this. To be turned away. A week. Now he's watching porn..

Maybe I'll avoid his calls ... ignore his texts if there is any. And he won't care. A week to be depressed and be reminded of how really alone I am.
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