Tears

They say many things about tears .. It cleanses the mind, the heart. The soul. Lately, they've drowned all of the above. I thought I would be biding my time til I was string enough to run. But I don't know how long I can actually 'hold on'...
I really do hurt. It sucks. What hurts more right now is knowing he only called yesterday because his mom told him to .. I haven't heard from him since. I'm trying my best not to call or text. But it hurts knowing he doesn't think of me. Or us.
Its almost 2am here. 11pm there. 3 more days. Then. More rejection. I can't win because I still care.

"what have I done to deserve this.."

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