Valentine's Day 7.03pm

Regret
I hope you live with plenty
Fill it with everything and everyone
Yet still know you're empty

Love
Suicidal you ruined it so
Every strike and every cut
How can you forgive an "I didn't know".

Fear
Suffocating in all the pain
Another drag another drink
You haven't the strength to refrain

Death
Resolution unabashed and freeing
Destroy everything around you
Not learning at all but constantly repeating.

Valentine's Day - ruined 10.27pm

Lost your way
I get it
Trying hard to stay above.

And without thinking
You did it
Ruined the one thing you had to love.

So you point your fingers
Throw the blame
Broke her already fragile heart.

By thinking it was ok
To replace her
The very moment you were apart.

No space nor time
Reverse the roles
You wept at single kiss.

In absence you hurt
But still did
Not enough time did you give for her to miss.

Such empty words
I didn't know
A shame you forgot to think.

Forgot about your love
In a matter of moments
How low did you make her heart sink.

Repeatedly so
Thought it was ok
How cruel could you have been.

Let love never find
Ignore and avoid you
Let it be something you cannot fall in.